♕ wonderwoman

2012-03-03T09:06:00.000+08:00

One does not create a post and simply not post a title to go with it.

So, I've been having too much free time lately. This explains me blogging, everyday, for your entertainment and my satisfaction. I believe you have met my new banner!!!!1 Isn't she pretty? She has everything I love in! It took me approximately 3 hours to do it w/ Picnik ☺

Since we're on that topic, Picnik is closing soon.. Poo. But the great thing about it is that all the Premium features r now free of charge!!!1 O yessurz, dream come true for an addicted photo editor. But my worst nightmare has just came true too... I don't have anymore photos to edit. T-T... I know you'd be saying like,... Take new pictures then! WELL, I don't want to! It's boring now.

My latest creation! Which I really like and it somehow reminds me Naomi Neo.

I haven't heard from the place I went for an interview yet :c I'm secretly hoping I won't be working this month.. Ah, being jobless is heavenly yet so inevitably boring.

Cat appreciation post (and a bunny)

2012-03-02T01:29:00.001+08:00

HELLO!

I have been having a bad day these past few days... And I've been a wreck. I think too much free time is getting to me.

But all these bad days and thoughts are going to change! WHY? Because what's the point, really!

I've been eating like a pig (oink) non stop these days. I had like... 3 packets of mee goreng in a day. Next day I'd eat curry maggi. Then the next mee goreng again.

But it's all good because I have dance trainings now. WUT!

And they make us do cardios and run around like mad men and women for idk how long then proceed to dance straight away. How awesome is that. Which reminds me tomorrow is another day! Oh gosh I honest to God WISH I could drive RIGHT NOW so i don't have to EVER worry about transport problems again.

Le sigh.

And when things get tough, the tough gets going. If that doesn't help, maybe this will..

Always, always, always remind yourself this when the day is going bad! Hey, you know. It may not be your day, week, or month but I guarantee you it's gonna be your year if you make the best of it. I know that's what I'm doing ☺

If you're wondering why cats, my answer is why not.

Why? Because cats.

hehe what. ENJOY!

February 29th 2012

2012-02-29T03:51:00.002+08:00

Dedicating this day to everyone! hehe Happy birthday people! :P

We're three nocturnal that's always jobless at times like these.

This is where class/training happens! It's pretty nice.

And yesterday's training was awesome. Really, really fun!

Anyway. Not much update here. I'm jobless now with no purpose in life. Hehe being mellow dramatic.

I share this picture w you that I JUST edited. It's also one of my favorite edits so far. It doesn't look much but I took a while in this. Used photoscape. :)

Happy leap day guys! (?)

Dance audition 2012

2012-02-28T05:58:00.003+08:00

To the tiniest, itty, bitty joy in life I've learnt to enjoy (most) of them. To take things as it comes and goes. To appreciate. Experience. Suffer and then rejoice. To be the best I can be, as good as I can stay.. To keep my passion, dream or whatnot in site and never forget them.

For far too long I have been stubborn, cracked open, tempered and I have lived a life that never felt the greatest Love nor Joy. I was a selfish “blunt”, thinking how everyone was out to get me. Truth is, they're not and no one cares as much as you think they do. That's where I learnt what people think doesn't matter. And that I can't please everybody.

Since knowing that, till now. Things have been better. A little bumpy, but better.

And I'd like to say that one of my dreams are coming true... ☺

Around the beginning of February (I once knew a person who spelled February as Febuary), I spontaneously went to a dance audition that was being held in Pusat Belia's hall. It was a dance audition for the most well-known studio/establishment in Brunei, Relentless.

30 minutes before even deciding to go, I was reluctant. Telling myself how I am not good enough to ever go to the audition. But with a little encouragement by a dear friend and self-motivation by telling myself how “I have nothing to lose, and everything to gain”, I went for it.

Alone, walking there.

It was the most nerve-wrecking walk ever. I told myself... Relax, I'm just gonna go there and look around and then decide if I'm gonna go in or not.

Little did I know, Chee ta (he taught an ex dancing group I was in before) was there along with others and he saw me then I thought “crap, it's too late to turn back now..”. One of them instantly handed me a paper to fill and after I was done, I was given a number (15) and Amy, the manager I think, took a picture of me before allowing me to enter.

As I got in... I was ecstatic to see Goh Teck there! At least someone I knew was THERE. Thank God.

The next following hour was indescribable. It was fun, tiring, mad nerve wrecking and knowing how one performance determines whether or not you get in is no help at all.

I have to be modest. I'm not even a good dancer. Truth.

The audition ended quickly and I never heard from them since.

I started working then. Miraculously, on the last day of work I got released, I received a call from Amy of Relentless telling me I made it through the auditions! I WENT NUTS!!!11

Could barely believe it! Good news GT made it through too! Along with the sisters, Vivian and Vili! There are the only people I know there..

After a few days, I received a date, time, and place for the dance training.

this was my #OOTD

It was on a Sunday. And I went there exactly like how I went to the auditions, alone! I'm finally doing something for myself alone, without friends. GT is like a bonus. hehe.

Training was something I've NEVER experienced before! Intense + extreme fun. Even after two days, my body is still aching!

I cannot wait for next training!.

Here's a picture of EVERYONE who auditioned....

And out of these people, about 12 made it through. I was one of them... ☺ I don't know how, I don't know why. I'm so thankful.

Finally, DANCE! hehehe.

So far, so good

2012-02-28T00:33:00.002+08:00

I'd like to start off with this seemingly adorable picture that my partner just realized how awkward it really is. Why? Because, you see, he was holding a paper and his arms are completely straight. As if he was stunned by the camera man and didn't know what or how to pose whilst I quickly grab him arm and smile widely.

My shinny teeth and me.

Hehe. So in conclusion he cropped it and then edited it. I'd also like to add he wished he did something else like actually not keep his arms so straight or whatnot, but nevertheless he's still completely, and utterly charming that night. ;)

I have no idea why I'm sharing this but I just am.

In this picture you can see the time and proof that I call, not him, but me. ☺

Hi readers!

You. Are. In. For. A. Treat!

Take a VERY good look for at this picture. My hair that is.

Why? Because in the next following pictures it's gonna change.

Do you know Xiaxue? PFT, of course you do.

See her? And her flawless hair?

YES, THAT'S RIGHT. I wanted her hair... hehe. So I did what I wanted to do and...

I GOT BANGS!

I know, I know. It's not really a bigggggg deal but I've had side swept fringe for God knows how long.. (Since I was 14 (I'm 17 now))

Here's a clearer picture...

I know.. It looks kinda horrible and nothing compared to XX's. :c BUT it's something new so I do appreciate it. And Chris says I look like that girl from Sistar. I have no idea which..

And then he sent me this..

Yuhp.

Eye bags are andang deep one ok.

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On Sunday,

I had to bail early because of something and followed these guys instead cos they're sending me to the place where I have to be at.

As usual, they were create chaos at every place they go.

I almost died. Literally. Being with them. Main reason for accidents in Brunei: Looking for simpang. Tru shiz.

AND THEN TODAY,

I had an interview for a job. No duh.

I wore this. :( I didn't know what dress code should I follow. I'm glad I didn't listen to my mum (she told me to go really formal and wear an office-like dress) but my sis instead. My sister just said wear jeans, it's just a tuition school anyway.

So I did.

Aiyer, not used to seeing me like this leh. ☺ My hair super dry lah. :(

Haven't used conditioner is weeks. ; - ;

Later that after, I went out with Chris and Steve!!! :D

Whom I met at BRS. I was late, that's why. There, I met Wesley and others.

Beat Steve and Kenneth in a 9 ball game (?) and lost to Chris later on. :(

Watched “This means war” w the three dudes. Movie = hilarious hehehehe

McDonald's after that.

And that's the end of the day!

February

2012-02-21T17:00:00.001+08:00

These are pictures from the night of my little new niece's full moon. Her name's Jemma. I keep misspelling it as Gemma. I lol'd at flamingo pose!

Then I went out with Chris and love.

A seriously typical day with us is like this. Just like this. It's getting a little boring :(

Pftttt, baby's now a blackberry user. Funny thing was that he was against it until he's using it. But mmm, at least his wallpaper is awesome. ;)

Weeeeee! Brian got me this! It's mad cute and I liked it so much then he just gave it to me. Gasps!

It says "Believe". I don't use it and it's still new. I'd rather give it to someone then let it rot in my box :( So if you want it, just say so!

On the very day I went out with Chris them. We got our results. I was with Chris, Steve, and Annie at that time. We were all panicking. Maerr was mia for a while when we got it. It was a very intense moment and I went crazy.

THEN I GOT MY RESULTS. And thank God. T________T

Saw this book randomly whilst wandering around the book store w/ Chris. It was his first time in there. -___- I liked this book so much but I didn't get it. I don't know why but I didn't.

Name list of results.

Gotta love strawberries!

And bunnies....... Poor outcast :( poo

@ first emporium heheeh what.

15th February 2012

Had a planned dinner with baby @ Shabu shabu!

I've never been so I really didn't know what to do and stuff. I was being really "sakai" with everything.

This was when everything was finished. See that red bowl? Filled with tissues tsk tsk while mine was empty. Hehe I eat like an angel (A) JK.

Food was nice.. Okay for the first time. I'd go back there. With baby of course.

Remember the book I said I wanted up there? Yuhp, he got it for me. :,(

Then he also got me this bunny on a blue flower ; u ; best gifts ever... How coincidentally can this get?

But I didn't get him anythinggggggggg. I'm da worst ; n ; ... pooooo! There's a reason why I didn't though so don't think of me as that bad yet, hmpf.

Da cutiepie...

Again, no pictures. kdhfakjsdfh

First job

2012-02-21T16:32:00.000+08:00

Hi, hello!

So I haven't been updating much because I've been busy... with work. YUP YUP. But now I don't anymore. (Good reason) I can finally sleep in and fully rest without feeling exhausted, stressed and sdkhakjsdfh.

You can say it was fun. Or not. It's not, trust me. But it's fun.

I'm happy it's over with though.. I didn't like it there. Hopefully my next will be better. It sounds much, much better though.. :)

Aqil

Voong and Aqil

These pictures are taken by Fish Eye Lens! It's for sale in the store for $45 :) It's really nice and fun to take pictures with! hehe I would personally get it but it's so expensive :(

I stopped working as soon as I started working. Well, it totally felt like that but it was actually a little longer..

One of the co-worker gave me this candy. It's so sweet! omnomnom

Then I got this because it's cute and it reminds me of someone for like, $4.90 at deseo. meow.

SO!

On the last day of work, we all went out to eat. Not all but most. Even though I didn't eat much.

Hady!

He looks exactly like gusgus! :3

They all planned to go out again sometime soon and I'm joining. Hehe. Wonder what it'd be like to see them again after a while!

Wish me luck with my next job! Give blessings and be blessed :D

Untitled

2012-02-08T00:52:00.001+08:00

One the last day of CNY, I caught an allergy. And got a reaction instantly. FBM. (For those of you who doesn't know what that stands for; it stands for Eff Being Me.)

It looks disgusting but I'm posting it anyway.

It slowly grew a lump on the side of my eye and that was the moment I panicked. I covered my face in anti bacterial tissue even but that didn't do much good.

That night we had Chap Goh Meh dinner at I-Lotus with all the cousins and relatives. We used a total of 3 tables that night.

#OOTD

I only had a few minutes to get ready and changed and stuff so I randomly pulled there together along with heels for the night. I hadn't worn heels since prom night and oh my gosh, I don't think I ever will again.

It PAIN you get from wearing them, gah.

My eye was still a little red and swollen that night. Cousin said I looked like I got punched in the eye.

The "teenagers" table excluding the little monster there. The adults table were beside ours and the others are inside because they had early bookings.

Everyone ate so much that night!

That explains my big appetite the next day.

Kenny, me, mum, and sis.

Kenny and I!

Then we went to Giant after that.

..... Yup.

Aaron pushed me around! JUST IMAGINE! Being pushed around in a trolley when you REALLY, REALLY need to pee. jhfkajsdf

The next day I was cleaning up my room and rearranged my bed and I found this....

Hehehe. Awww, good times we had! :(

Nothing like a bad hair day.

Oh btw, Happy end of CNY !

Does this even exist?

I wish everyone a good year ahead filled with joy, prosperity, and good health! :3

PANIC ATTACK

2012-02-02T15:21:00.000+08:00

To keep calm, here are cat pictures.

pretty cat

I'm calm now.

The reason why I was panicking was because I just received news that someone has already received their SMS o level result and I registered too so dhfkjsdfhjasdf.. I'm so nervous I could die.. I have a feel it's going to be bad :(

Panic attack aside.
I've been going out constantly..

And again,

This time with Maerr. I spent like mad with her on only a few clothes. How did that happen I don't know but I spent 2/3 of my cash in Deseo. Who said they didn't have nice clothes? You just don't know where to look!

Kitty kitty. I didn't get this but Maerr did. I didn't cos I didn't like the fabric. I'm picky, bite meowt.

And I didn't know they do this in CB.

Then I went out with that guy.

who takes hideous pictures of me

Then then we went to Brunei Art Forum and saw this very cool thing asdhfkasjdf

I didn't know what to write so I wrote that and Minan didn't wanna let me see what he wrote until I finished. If i knew I would've wrote like "Here's to one month and many more to come" 3:

We hung it there. AHAHAH no duh.

Always a few hours only like I said. I wonder if it'll ever change ugh.

Change of mood again, zzzzzzz... I'm never happy.

Anyway,

I got so kfhasjdfh bored with my nails so...

yuhp.

Gong xi fa cai!

2012-01-29T17:33:00.000+08:00

P/s: don't forget to click "read more" if you wanna read more that is.

22nd January 2012

I spent Chinese new year eve at my twin cousin's place.

Everything was homemade which was a really good thing. Except for a few dishes I think. I ate a lot that night, damn.

My uncle bought loads of fireworks too but it wasn't enough "for us" so we all tagged along to get more in Gadong. Then we went to DreamCones after that for ice cream!

Like bosses because the owner is our cousin and auntie hehehehe

I recommend Goodnight Kiss from Dreamcones if you're thirsty and want something to drink but don't know what. Hehe it's really yummy.

Then we went back to their place.

Neko! :D

The owner of RiverView sibeh kiasu. Buy so many fireworks like what. Non stop for 30 minutes I think. Siao.

Maerr's house is only infront of my cousin's too and their fireworks couldn't even compete with ours O:) But of course we lose all to the boss of riverview la.

23rd Jan 2012 - 25th Jan 2012

I had to wake up super early the next day for LD. By early I mean 5am just to shower and get ready. Super upset because we only have 3 days for LD this year unlike last year we had 15days. :( BOO YOU BG.

It was funner last year tbf because we had fun people last year compared to this year's. Eek... But still good lah nonetheless.

I actually had a LOT of pictures to share BUT SOMEONE accidentally formatted her memory card while she formatted her computer -___-"

So this is what you get.

Meet this year's naughty, bully-target kid. HEHEHE He's a CHMS junior who's in Year8 currently and he's really full of it. That's why he's so fun to kacau.

He's Desmond btw but he's known as another name by us and us only ;)

I brought my jacket because I know I was gonna need it and I'm so glad I did bring it.

The bus was really quiet this year with the absents of Ah Teck and Ah Liang :(

HAHHAHAHA This is ah zai who was sleeping when I took this. He's our leader/captain/boss/whatever you call it.

Desmond and Ken

The one playing drums there is William Ching. He's super adorable with these AHMAZING brown eyes.

SOMEONE SAID I GOT DARKER. Hmph.

I regret nothinggggggggggg! It was a good first three days even though I wish I could dress up, put on make up and be all glam like every other girl I see in every house but oh well, for the heck of it. :( Maybe next year.....

27th Jan 2012

I went out with boyfie.

I wanted to wear this but my mom disapproved of it cos well, we're in Brunei. Boohoo. This shirt actually shrink, believe it or not. It used to be able to cover all of my tummy (what) but now it's like barely 2/3. sdfjhkajsdfh

I got really excited to see him that day ^___^V But super duper nervous too because his brother was picking me up. :c

THE JOURNEY TO GADONG WAS AWKZ DAO.....

But anything for baby.... Meow? meow.

A typical day out with us is like..

1st, movies. Yup yup. After that... Oh, I forgot what after that! We went to Deseo after that because I wanted to hehe then we went to BRS.

... To play pool, which this loser lost to me, twice HEHEHEHEEH w/o letting me win this time.

*feels pride*

Then we went to eat after finally feeling hungry. We decided Pastamania because we both never tried coincidentally. And guess what? Never again after that.

Can you say awkz! We wanted to leave half way and go to either Hot Point or London Kebab but it's rude so just we stayed and ordered pizza, then Carbonara. NEVER AGAIN EH. :(

It's saddening to me because we never spent more than a whole afternoon together. It's always for a few hours only and it sucks..

But it's better than not seeing each other for a week!

The next day we went swimming and then to school for Laksa. sfjhksdjfhdfgjaf Happy me WAS happy but not anymore because I can't see him again till God knows when. :(

27th jan marks the day we got matching "string bracelet" haha

mwah :*

SOPA & PIPA

2012-01-20T11:32:00.005+08:00

What is SOPA?
The Stop Online Piracy Act (SOPA) is a law (bill) of the United States proposed in 2011 to fight online trafficking in copyrighted intellectual property and counterfeit goods. -Wikipedia

What is PIPA?
The PROTECT IP Act (Preventing Real Online Threats to Economic Creativity and Theft of Intellectual Property Act of 2011 or PIPA), also known as Senate Bill 968 or S. 968, is a proposed law with the stated goal of giving the US government and copyright holders additional tools to curb access to "rogue websites dedicated to infringing or counterfeit goods", especially those registered outside the U.S. -Wikipedia

So, what about it?

Bills often come in pairs, and SOPA’s twin in the U.S. Senate is the Protect IP Act, or PIPA. Both bills threaten to rip apart the fabric of the Internet, compromise the planet’s digital security and open the doors for China-class censorship. While the SOPA brand is damaged, PIPA has yet to attract similar levels of negative attention. It’s scheduled for a Senate floor vote on Jan. 24 and could easily sneak through under the radar. The most important thing for Internet activists to do, right now, is spread the word that PIPA is the new target. -sdcitybeat

If you're a frequent ~~Tumblr,~~ Youtube, Facebook, Twitter, Google, Yahoo, etc user-This will come to you as a threat and you are and will stand against this. (lolwut)

Wikipedia blackout on Jan 18th. And it did make a difference. A huge difference to be exact. A lot of companies dropped from supporting the bill and is now against it.

Other websites too have done the same,

boing boing

Mozilla Firefox

The Oatmeal

WordPress

Wordpress.org

These are just a few sites that have protested against the bills. Here's the list of all the websites.

Look at what it did,

I think it's funny and amazing how fast people are to protest the moment when the government threatens the internet and does something ridiculous as this.

At the beginning, this was just because of people downloading illegal music, movies, games, and whatnot instead of buying them and paying for what they're really worth. But how can they even take that away from internet users? I mean, if the prices on the songs, album and such isn't so high and is actually affordable, people WOULD buy them instead of downloading illegal piracy copies.

You can't do much in Brunei but spread the word, you know? Brunei's practically filled with piracy, and we're happy that way. Thank goodness. Giggle*

What really matters now is the Senator voting that will occur on Jan 24th, while we Chinese are out celebrating CNY. But I read, even if the voting passes (51 "yes" votes needed), it will still have to go thru a whole lot of process and the president himself can oppose of this. But of course, that won't stop a BILL either.

Whatever happens, it won't happen so soon. It's a serious issue, but it takes a long time to progress anyway.

What makes all this interesting is this video right here - which is freaking scary at the same time to be honest.

ALSO, take note of this.

WANT TO HELP?

SIGN THIS PETITION if you're not from asia. ^__^

2nd&3rd week of Jan

2012-01-18T13:40:00.000+08:00

I think I'm a weekly blogger since I only blog in "weeks" ☺ hehe sue me.

Hi, I've been QUITE busy for these past few weeks. Lion dance thingy keeps clashing with church things, that's why I haven't been to Acts or any of the Acts outings :( A lot of people left already.. and I didn't get to say Goodbye/God bless but it's okay, prayers will be answered, right. ☺

Apart from being busy, I've also been jobless. Literally. There's a lot of jobs out there but mmmm... CNY is in the way. :( It came too early this year! Gah.

Pictures from whatsapp:

This was from Steve Mendez about a month ago? I'm not sure but this was in KK in a night club. pft

Cat pictures from Aaron Chew. Why? Because cats, that's why.

And no, i don't think that cat is dead.. Maybe she's just playing dead. P/S: He has 3 cats. -___- One named batman because the cat's black.

Maerr's co-worker's freakin fluffy cat! It's adorable :(

I want a cat like this hehehehe

The other day I took a walk to bandar and ended up in DQ ordering a blizzard obamaself.

I was in a very confused state deciding whether to order the hotdogs or not. But I didn't at last. I wish I did now. :( They have the best hotdogs!

Then a few days ago, my little brother was given this giant lantern like balloon (I have no idea what you call it) and my whole fam wrote things on it.

It is this huge!

It went pretty high and fast.

I don't really believe in things like these but it's fun. Worth a shot also, right ☺

Must have at least one vain picture!

Visited the pet shop before going to Rizqun a few days ago for lion dance!

I want a bunny SO BADLY :(

They're all sleeping, not dead. Hehe.

Went to maer's house the other day and I saw this in their room! Gasps. I've forgotten all about it. I gave this to her during last last year's birthday (belated bcos we're never on time). Behind is a card that I wrote which took a really long time to write.

Fireworks that was being played in berangan yesterday night about 10:45pm by the little shop down stairs who r all chinese. Hehe

They had a lot of fireworks and kept playing them until the air got really, really polluted. :S The guys even shouted "HUAT AH" so loudly! hahaha

CNY IS COMING SO SOON :D

I leave you with this verse! ^___^

John 14:6

Em Evas

2012-01-12T16:41:00.001+08:00

I don't know why I'm me. I would really rather be someone else other than me, you know? Or better yet, not exist at all.

Hi.

I'm blogging in a very emotional state. Not as in sadness. But other emotions.

I HAVEN'T POUT IN A LONG TIME

I'm dying slowly. Dying from waiting. Boredom. But most of all, nothingness. Who dafuq has to go thru all these. Why me.

I'm prepared to die. Literally. "They" say results r coming out during CNY. Screw this, I'm afraid as cat. Meowth.

I am also literally out of words right now. I've been having gastric pains for two days now. FFffuuuu. It's currently 5:49pm and I haven't ate a single thing since I woke up (11am smth) nor drank any water. I wonder how long this can last. I remember doing this research about how long can a human last without eating and I was pretty amazed by the answer.

Did you know you can survive from days to months without food? But it depends on your own body and other stuff like that. Like they say. It is the same way for everybody - different.

-one day later-

So this was put in draft yesterday because of my crazy sister who is obsessed with stupid online games and I didn't get to blog finish. ksdfhkjsad It's okay.. Hopefully I'll get a laptop soon :c

I went out with honeybee on Tuesday. We practically haven't seen each other for almost a week then. :( So it was nice seeing him againnnnnn.

I got something for Chris that day which I bought from a friend. I was so excited when I found it cos like... It's mad chio (what) hehehe I couldn't even believe I got it. hew hew!

I gave it to Chris and he was like,.... Speechless beyond compared. ☺

This makes me want an iphone too. :(

It's super soft in front omg and It's smooth. Which only means it's easily stained :( It's also huge! You can't put it in your pocket unless your pocket is big. ☺

It was a short outing... Thanks to someone who went home early. Hmph.

This is Chris being guilty from pressing all the buttons in the elevator. (A)

Went lim teh after that with Jannet and Ah Siang @ Lau di fang. It's a new place that I recently just heard of.

Try coming here next time if you want to lim teh! :D I heard their food is GOOD.

First week of 2012

2012-01-09T16:59:00.000+08:00

Hi, hi decreasing readers!

One week of 2012 has passed. I cannot believe it's already 2012. I feel like I'm still in 2011.

2011 has been horrible at home. Horrible in school. And also horrible in my life, generally. I have a feeling that 2012 is going to be better.

.. Just like yesterday night. HAHAHAHA.

My purple hair faded already. It's about time though I really wish it would've last longer. But it's okay, I entered 2012 with purple hair. :3

This is the first picture of me in 2012. Just thought I'd share.

One night I got so mad because of my bloody annoying sister who wouldn't stop annoying me just cos she wanted to play a darn online game called Gaia. I went out of the house and walked around town. -_____-

Then went to that famous place with the fountain and playground and just sat on the swing swinging away as mosquitoes bite me inevitably until I got up ; n ;

Then we went to ICC.

I hate my dad. -____- nuff said

Also saw a lot of familiar faces which brighten up my mood that night. Uh, thank goodness

Then my sis, lil bro and I went to the reptile/snake place thingy.

Leopard gecko

I'd like this as a pet ; u ;

tarantula

This snake kept going there I don't know why omg

I bet none of you know that Gulliver has a hole in his butt. This is actually unusual for a doll to have a hole at his butt so I finally found the time and effort to fix it back.

Background story: Gulliver's tail got ripped off.... by me when I was angry :c don't judge!

I never sew/stitch before. ; n ;

But I managed to do it nicely! ^__^

Gulliver honestly look better without the tail.

I also found out how much he was. hehehe

The other day I was cleaning (out my closet.... jk) my books and papers. I found a few stuffs.

LIKE THIS.

Hehe bunny and I were talking about this a few days ago about how he made quite a lot before getting to this result :p so adorablè this bunny

And this!

You can guess whose. My aim is so low because I know that's like the highest I can get :c Bunny can really aim, unlike me however.

Yesterday night.

I was messing around with makeup whilst playing dress up because I was bored to the core.

I have never used eyeliner out before... I think that will change this year! But I always use lip balm/lip gloss though. Bcos dey r da bomb!

Can you tell the difference!

One eye witl eyeliner and the other without. It lifts up my "eye" so much. But it won't look the same if I apply to the other eye cos well... my eyelids r screwed since birth :(

Outfit of the day (my hair's still wet)

It's funny because this was before going to church and I got ready and all already but then you know what happened? I fell asleep.

Only because I was so tired and exhausted from early morning where we had to go for lion dance. Boohoo

So instead that night I went out with maerr and the two other crazy boys.

Haven't taken a picture with her since last year!!! hehehehe

We went here to eat, which opened just that day.

And this is prolly the best wakame i have ever tasted. EVER

But the other sushis and stuff... er.. Someone bring me to Excapade please?

The prices r up and down compared to Excapade. Meaning... Some are cheaper than Excapade whereas others r more expensive.

But Excapade greater than Kaiz or any other sushi restaurant for that matter.

It's like a must for me to take a picture whenever I see daisies. They are my favorite after all.

I end this post with a picture of baby and I!

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He's the bunny :3

2nd hand books for sale!

2012-01-05T01:36:00.000+08:00

HI!

So you're prolly here cos I linked you here and you probably clicked on it because you're interested. GOOD TO KNOW.

FIRST COME, FIRST SERVE. ALL half price of the original price.

The books are both my sister's and I. But its still in really good condition because I rarely use my textbooks. (I use others instead cos I never bring them to school lol)

Pendidikan Pencegahan Rasuah Menengah 5 (Brand new/Never used before)
Geography Insights Secondary 3 (Acceptable condition)
~~MIB Menengah 5 (Brand new/Never used before)~~
~~POA (Acceptable condition)~~
~~BM Menengah 5 (Acceptable condition)~~
Upper Secondary Comprehension (Great condition!)

Effective Guide to O level English (Acceptable condition)

O level classified Mathematics (New) - I don't know if you guys need this but it's here if you do.
Elements of Commerce (New)

Physics Insight (This has the worst condition because its 3 years old but it's still good.

Combined Science Chemistry (Good condition)

Combined Science Biology (Good condition)

Combined Science Physics (Good condition)

If you're STILL interested, you can contact me thru the LINKS on the top right corner of this web page. I can go to school anytime (fyi)

And please let me know how much is the original price cos I honestly have NO idea. Be honest lah. :P

I want to get rid of ALL of these books! So be fast! Before someone else takes it from you :D

p/s: I also have Geography Insight Textbook 3 and MIB Textbook 3.

I also have all the past year papers and a billion notes if ANY of you are interested! For free of course. It's all really useful and helpful.

Okay, that's it.

♥

Happy new year 2012!

2012-01-03T11:15:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 2012 EVERYONE!

First time saying this without looking forward to school! GASP. I'd also like to wish everyone a good first day of school, aw. SENIORS. Make the best of it! Form 5 seriously pass by SO FAST but form 4 felt like forever!

Anyway, now back to me.

Cousins planned to stay over at Empire for a day on the 1st of Jan. And coincidentally we got help too. So the plan was a go.

Though the whole stay overall wasn't good at all due to complicating reasons. -_-... No wonder we never did this before lol.

However after everyone left, it started becoming better.

Plus I got to see someone! :D Someone who got me this....

Hai hunnybunny, hehe

Yes! another! :D

Back to the topic!

We just swam and swam a lot. I went away at night. lol then they had Jollibee and stuff. The next day everyone woke up early and had their BF. Played badminton after that then we toured around the country club while my sister was...

at the treatment room having treatment with...

Yup. HAHAAHA While Kenny, Victor and I were in the gym.

Joel and I made this deal where Joel would have 6 packs and I with flat tummy (being able to wear a bikini) by the end of 2012! Starting on 1st Jan. So yes, it started.

Then he whatsapped me saying "Time to diet bro"

So I sent him this...

HAHAHAHA! But it didn't send through! Ireland's internet.. psh.

Milky chocolate something. REALLY TASTY

Strawberry Tart

Tiramisu

Chocolate martini, according to my sister.

Then today Chris sent me this picture thru whatsapp that was taken today by a fellow friend...

It's the FFFFUUUUUUU guy that I drew in class last year during chinese class when all the higher chinese was in activity room while we remained! HAHAHAHAHA Good to know it's still there.

So apparently CHMS is still getting more and more strict every year. Well that sucks. If I were you, I'd change school. :p

But I'm just saying. ;)

KL December trip 2011

2012-01-01T03:19:00.002+08:00

I just got back from KL hours and hours ago. And the first thing I did was nap.

Everyone napped.

Anyway, I'm going to be sharing loads and loads of pictures from KL! I'll basically let the pictures do the talking. :)

DAY 1 - 27th December

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My mom got me this shirt for Christmas. It has two cats on it. Me-ow

She was asleep. Hehe. A kid sat beside us and I got the window seat. Happy me.

And we landed! It was a very boring one and a half hour flight.

At this point, we took a cab and went straight to Genting.

This first thing we ate. ASEAN FOR YOU (inside joke)

And then we went shopping! My sister and I was told there was a F21 there but there wasn't. Pfft. Then we found Cotton On and shopped like mad.

Rize up oversized scarf | Bobbie print tee | Raly crop tee | Beaded friendship bracelet. All from Cotton on.

Added items: Flippers | Callie jeans from Padini.

These are my sister's buying. All from Cotton On as well.

Free breakfast for 2 days!

DAY 2 - 28th December

Breakfast that I couldn't eat finish!

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That should've been a gif! HAHAHAHA

And then we went to the Outdoor Theme park

All the queues were SO long, so we mostly bailed and went to play archery instead!

MINE! :D

My sister's! lol it's everywhereeeeee

This was the ride we wanted to play but it closed down. :( Though it's still there.

All the coasters were closed as a matter of fact. But as the weather got better, flying coaster opened and we played that. Scariest shit ever.

THIS WAS SO CUTE!!! hahaha

Oh and my sister was wearing ear muffs right then we were surrounded by clowns. One guy clown came and turned the ear muffs from ear to ear To nose to back head then he shouted "AH HAH!" whilst pointing at her wtf AHAHAHAH

We got super hungry after walking around so we proceeded to McD's since Burger king was full and KFC wasn't even an option. lol

It was really crowded and filled with people. Luckily I managed to find a table for us. Then a mom and son sat on the same table as us cos it was that full.

While eating, we saw this roller coaster called the Flying dragon passed us by. It was the coaster we really wanted to play.

But when we got there, the weather turned horrible again and it closed WTF

We got bored waiting. Like, so so so bored. It wasn't worth the time. So we went to Ripley's Believe it or Not for 22rm. lol

And I'm going to share it with you all for FREE, niggers!

Meet Ripley! :D

The so-called... idk what. I forgot.

They say these statues can make you pregnant by touching it. BELIEVE IT OR NOT :P

A huge crab in Japan with Ripley!

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Coffee!

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How playing cards came out to be

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English prison door

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This was suppose to be a gem that you cannot "touch" but i used flash so you can see the back :p

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Vampire killing kit!

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Kid's dentist chair

This man could heat himself in a huge oven and survive!

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THE ORIGINAL UNICORN PERSON

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This is a room.

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This HK watch. I wanted to get it! But I didn't at last.

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Padini's Ladies tank | Cotton on's teddy top

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DAY 3 - 29th December

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AND WE LEFT GENTING.

To town we went! wut.

The first thing me and my sister saw was Forever 21 sign and it was from Pavilion so we went there first. After checking in our hotel and settling down a little.

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It's so HUGE and pretty. omg everything was branded there. Almost everything.

First shop? F21 duh.

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Then we went to DC store after spending almost 400rm in total from F21

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Prolly the cutest hoodie ever. :3

Had subway after walking around since we got so tired of walking! My leg was literally hurting with every step I take.

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Visited Sticky and watched as they make candies!

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These are bears painted according to its country. All by different artist!

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I'm sure you can guess this. We couldn't find Brunei's!

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Charity bracelet from F21. "Believe"

Everyone napped after that. Then we had to wake up for dinner. I was so sleepy and moody then.

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... I walked out wearing the bathroom slipper after using the loo without even knowing it. Felt so ridic.

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We then had durian and dinner after that at a chinese restuarant nearby.

Walked around Sungei Wang.

Got a henna tattoo for 10RM :)

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Completely cleaned!

DAY 4 - 30th December

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I gotten fatter over the holiday. Chubbier I mean. I'm so round! :D

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We had lunch in a korean restaurant. We were craving for sushi but the japanese restaurant there wasn't good..

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Proceeded to "twin tower".

And saw....

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Everything is so expensive there! OMG even a bunch of unides from Juicy Couture is 250RM+ wtf

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Thank God they had coffeebean. I'm not a fan of starbucks?

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Live band at 1AM in the morning outside BB plaza

DAY 5 - 31st December

I forgot to take an OOTD picture :(

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Breakfast at Dragon View.

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Dad randomly got my sis and I food. lol we didn't even ask!

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We begged our dad to buy us this M&M dispenser hahaha for 75RM. Crazy price but it's so cute! It's currently in the fridge cos.. well.. We're afraid of ants or smth.

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My henna!

Honestly, it was an okay trip. Great way to end 2011 with all the shopping lol

GOODBYE 2011!

You have sucked. ;)

Updated: Hiatus/Christmas

2011-12-27T11:23:00.005+08:00

Hi,

so I'm suppose to blog about Christmas and Chris but I've got no time now. I'm leaving in hours time to KL...

Which means shopping.

And I'm bringing as little things as I can there so I can shop like a mad woman.

Going to look for stuff like this.

And more..

OK,

BYE!

UPDATE

Decided to just blog about Christmas.

cousin's house

my presents

Consists of.. scarf, panty hoses, shower cap, two pairs of earrings, face mask, coin pouch and my favorite: A Cath Kidston wallet in dark blue.

Brian, me, my sis

The red one's my sister's

This is my malaysia line lol CALL ME

And this what I'm wearing AT THE MOMENT.

Oh yeah, I'm fast. And that was really summarized. lol

♥

Christmas Eve

2011-12-24T07:00:00.001+08:00

The best part about staying up all night is that you get to watch the sun rise and the sky turn from dark to bright yellowish then blue..

The feeling is a thousand times better when you know it's Christmas eve morning!

It even looks and feels like it. Brunei may lack of snow, but hey, at least it's freaking cold. ;)

Google “Let it snow” and this will happen

Since it's Christmas eve already, I'd like to wish everyone a very merry Christmas! In advance.

I'll be heading to my cousin's place later on tonight for potluck/gathering where each family bring bags full of presents to put under the Christmas tree and also one type of food.

We'll eat, talk and wait for time to pass. Some would even attend church Christmas service around 10pm and by the time they get back, it'd be Christmas already!

And that's when they distribute the presents! Each of us usually gets around 10 presents average. Praying everyone will be there. :S

We do this countdown thing every year and it's really nice to look forward to every Christmas. :)

Oh, and if you're curious about how my hair looks like now, it's like this...

I better get some sleep now.

Very good morning everyone. :)

♥

AND NOT FORGETTING...

Graduate of '11

2011-12-20T05:18:00.002+08:00

readers warning: post may contain vulgar words because I cannot express my feelings descriptively like the word "fuck" can.

I AM A FUCKING GRADUATE NIGGERS

I have long for this fvking day since I started secondary and it has finally passed. Date? 26th November 2011. A day I will forever remember as my graduation day dsjfhkasdjhf

I can't believe I'm OUT of high school and the most difficult part of life itself has PASSED.

FUCKING PASSED!

It has been a wonderful 8 years in Kindergarten and Primary school. And a very fucked up 5 years of secondary level, where great things happened along with the ugly.

Through out my school years, i have never gotten suspended. (LOL big achievement right here) However I (and my whole class, F3E) did get punished for going to canteen after P.E classes - which was strictly against Ah Tiong's rule. Our punishment? Girls: clean all secondary toilets. Boys: Mop all secondary corridors. FOR A MONTH.

And let me tell you this.... IT WAS THE BEST FUCKING PUNISHMENT EVER. Only because we had SOOOO much fun doing it! Form 3 was the best year ever.
Advice: Break the rules! It may be worth the trouble and punishment at times. But don't break the big ones lol

It was only when I finally gotten into the Netball team after training with them for almost 2 years first?! I came to love, love, love this sport!

What's a complete high school experience if you never joined the team? Or any team for that matter! Advice: PICK A SPORT. Devote yourself into it!
I would've never made friends with the people in netball if it weren't for netball! Does that make sense? It's really good to have a wider range of friends. That way, at the end of the whole high school experience, you'd know everyone's name!

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I've probably had the whole package of high school experience if you ask me.

Niggers, I've been punched by a boy.
Advice: No matter how angry you are, ALWAYS keep calm

I've been bullied and hated.
Advice: They only hate you because they either want something you have, they want to be you, or they are just jealous in some way. It's not your fault. Just be you. It's the best you can be.

I've been depressed. !WARNING! This usually happens before or/and during examinations.
Advice: NEVER, EVER, EVER LET IT GET TO YOU AND YOUR STUDIES. Separate emotions and studies!

I've been on of the top students.
Advice: Work hard. You have nothing to lose, AND everything to gain!)
Plus it's a total self-esteem booster and you'll regret when you don't study/work hard.

I've been kicked out of class numerous times.
Advice: Now, if this happens to you too, don't go wandering around and shiz. Unless teacher told you too. Instead just find a quiet place and sit down for a little quiet time. Soon enough one of your friends will come for you
And if they don't, you have shitty friends, I suggest making more friends O:)

Made up with enemies/frienemies through out the entire secondary.
Advice: It's no fvking use hating or holding a grudge against somebody in your school because, for heaven's sake, you're going to see their face every single school day. Plus it ain't worth it. I'm serious. It's not. Put your pride aside and do something about it. If they don't feel the same, it's their problem. But YOU be the better person about it.

Grew closer with people I never thought I would.
Advice: For all I know, your primary enemy could be your high school best friend. Do not judge anyone by their cover and what you hear from other about them. Let them show you who they are whilst you show them you.

Hung with boys more than girls.
Advice: Do this when you get tired of the dramas, you'll feel so much better and more relaxed. But never forget your girlfriends!

notice they spelled "CHIUH" wrongly in one cert

Found an activity that I have come to LOVE a lot - dancing! Sadly Chung Hwa stopped holding dancing competitions since the two ang moh teachers left. Sucks so bad.

I've been given so many great opportunities that I turned down.. I didn't make the most of them when I could've. Instead, I put things that aren't even important (like relationships) in front of amazing opportunities.
Advice: Seize EVERY single opportunity you can. If you don't, you'll regret it for sure. And when you do, make sure you give it your all. Because I didn't, and it sucked.... lollipop.

I barely passed my Form 3 results. That's why I don't have a certificate for form 3's graduation. And it was something I didn't even give a second thought about.. And after continually failing in Form 4's results.. That was when it hit me.

Laziness is not kewl, baby juniors.

It is also not an excuse. Teachers are right. They're always right. At the end, it is YOUR result and YOUR future. Teachers are only there to remind you this. Even your parents don't remind you this kind of shiz. Moral? Listen to your nagging teacher. Always.

I remembered after receiving my result slip on the unfaithful day from Cikgu Poh's office table back in 2010. I covered it and as I was walking away, towards discipline master's office, I opened it and saw the fucking word...

RETAINED

That hurts more than a motherfucking heartbreak from a relationship. And then BAM. I broke down office where Flo was there to hug me. :(

A bunch of us failed our average and they were all in the office as well. Later that afternoon, Azim, Aaron, Hafidz, and I went to mall. For idk what reasons, but we just did. In our bloody uniforms.

That was the end of the 1st runner up best year of high school.

I cannot not study and get good results. I always slack. I put the "pro" in procrastinate. I'm the worst study a Math teacher can have. (This is probably the reason why Mr.Goo is so evil towards me)

That awkward moment when you say your goodbyes to teachers and you reach this teacher who doesn't really like you... you both look into each other's eyes and just shook hands.

That was a bloody awkward moment.

fugly

I guess graduation should be a happy and good thing where, after graduating, you go and take pictures with your friends and stuff.

.. But I didn't.

Teacher Ng Lim Di was the only teacher who made me cried. I was next in line and... She just pulled me and hugged me there. I cried so badly for that, you know? Blah.

The other reason I cried was cos of Flo. I mean.. things changed and she's leaving. So yeah

Random advice: No one is worth your grief. No one but God can make you feel complete.

So I left, quickly after that. Away from almost everyone and the cameras. Didn't really take pictures with anyone because I had an epipahny....

Of things. You know? That feeling you get when you look at everyone crying and smiling at the same time taking pictures with their friends and you're at the bloody corner? That.

It was the most fucked up feeling ever. But that cannot even compared to... others. :/

I've been imagining this night since I started schooling.. And it passed.

Every moment I said "This shall pass".. I can now say "This TOO shall pass" for other life-time experience. :)

Advice: Nothing is permanent. Except for your results. Everything else doesn't matter as much but it still matters.

GOODBYE CHMS. :')

Advice: Live it to the fullest. Grow with everybody. Take chances. Do what you gotta do. Love everybody, hate no one.

Thanks for all the memories even though they weren't so great

- Ex chms student

Experiment 624: Going purple (becoming Barney)

2011-12-19T19:36:00.001+08:00

Well, not barney exactly. Partly nia. :D

I apologize in advance for not using proper English. I'm chinese, what to do right? I got my chinese slang, you got yours ;)

This post is all about going purple! By that I mean hair.

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My sister bought the purple one. Beside the blue. Silver looks amazing. But I prefer white compared to silver. I wouldn't want my hair shinning like that lol

She bleached my hair first....

My double chin is getting worst!

So yuhp, aluminium foil! Waited about an hour for it to sink in. We watched Red riding hood whilst waiting. Very nice movie!

The bleach cream

RESULT!

My hair seemed horribly spoiled already, even if it's only bleaching. :( It was suppose to go blonde but I have really dark hair so...

Next, purple dye!

Watch as the color changes...

Result! :)

My sister made many mistakes with her own hair, that's why mine turned out better than hers. And she hates me for that HAHAHA.

She didn't do it evenly! :( And she didn't apply sufficient amount for some parts that's why it's unbalanced.

It's so purple! hehe

At this point, I waited for ALMOST 2 hours.

I hate waiting. Who likes waiting? Not me. Not anyone I know.

This is how it looked like when I removed the foils! You can't really see much changes.. But you will, soon! :)

I shampoo-ed and conditioner-ed. Which was a huge mistake. The shampooing part I mean. Because it washed off the dye with it too. :( Stupid, stupid..

After shower

After blow-drying

RESULT!

Look at it! :D Look how purple and abnormal and completely weird it is.. lol

If you're wondering..

I'm not happy with the results. Not much anyway. I feel really weird having purple hair but I love it nonetheless.

The thing I'm MOST unhappy with is SPOILED HAIR SKDHASJFHLDSJKF

The next day it looked like this....

LOL POKER FACE LOL

CHMS Prom '11

2011-12-19T04:17:00.000+08:00

Finally the photos are here!

And now without further ado, I shall begin.

I stayed at Empire for two nights, so did the A class boys. The reason is cos we knew that one night wouldn't be enough to do anything at all. Meet the roomies!

Chris!

Aur Yaw!

Minan

It's only four of us so it was pretty nice, cozy and NOT crowded like the last Empire trip we had. Plus we're all classmates so it's better and stuff. Haha. Yes I was the only girl. (or not cos Chris is considered a girl to me :D)

The first night we went swimming and came back with..

The drinks and pop mie and others were brought by Chris. His mom even brought us SugarBun for dinner. T-T Chris and I met up with Chris's parents after swimming to get some stuffs like the guitar for example.

They were nice enough to come back a second time to give us more food. T-T... My mom is friends with Chris's mom so it's kinda cool.. hehe. Also, he has the coolest and calmest father ever!

............ Yuhp. I just wanted to share that..

MY CHICA. No, not chico, it's chica. hehehe Self timer ftw.

See my face?! I got it from that stupid waxing thingy. :(

Here's a clearer picture.

It was so horrible the first night. But by tomorrow, it got better. Good enough to be covered with a concealer.

I went home after a night to get ready for Prom. No, I didn't bring my dress along to Empire cos I didn't wanna carry it.. Since it's super puffy and shiz. Plus I needed my sister to do my make up and hair. SAVED $30. ;)

Before showing you my prom dress! I'll show you two others that I tried on but ended up not buying it..

I really liked the purple one! I would've gotten it if it weren't so plain. But the back was really nice stuff. I also preferred long over short but nyeh.

25th November 2011

My hair....

My sister did a last minute "tumblr" search for the perfect hair and we both ended up with this. NO I AM NOT NAKED..... It only seems that way.

And and my dear, dear date got me a corsage!

It's two very huge daisies that was really heavy for my skinny wrist to "carry" around. But it's lovely nonetheless.

PRESENTING........................

moi fugly self

I didn't know I had such broad shoulders. I feel like a total midget.. But I really like my heels! hehe Thanks a bunch to Chris who went shoe hunting with me! And he confirmed this heel for me. $41.

My dress was.... 225.... In RM. Crazy rait? I know. Worth it though. Yeah, I bought it with my own money. Everything was paid by myself, for myself.

OKAY, now..

Before you meet my date, you need to know that the moment I saw him opened the door, I died. lol TSB!

It's so crazy obvious he's my date lah. Every one in the batch knows it but I'm surprise how people r still curious. So there! :)

He looks SOOOO DASHING I cannot even... I never thought I'd see him like this! I never thought he'd be my date too. I never thought.. Nevermind. :p

We arrived pretty early since we're committee.. Too early in fact! :( I forgot to curl my lashes. All I did was apply mascara. And I didn't have hair spray at home so Azim helped my with gel... Or was it wax? haha yuck.

My hair slowly faded(?) and become straight later that evening :(

Ting Sengnie, Vivien Ting, Tan Chea Ying

The beautiful committee members! :D I frozed for a few seconds when I say Vivien and CheaYing when they came out of the elevator as I was going up. Hehe first two girls I saw that night!

I was expecting to feel the ugliest already after seeing both of them. So pretty! T-T

Sengnie + me and Chea Ying + me

Ting Sengnie + Alveena (me!) + Chea Ying + Vivien

Committee (Zanna's missing)

why I love her. :p

I love this picture for reasons

MY FAVORITE.
I always stand liddis

Teo Wai King + moi + Cindy Yee + Chiet Earng

Back: Chris. Front: Fairie + Amirin + Mus + Anuar

Sing Yee + Sun + Chiew Ning + EJ + Shiao Tiing + Tung

KC + Chee Jean + Jackson + Tan Chung Hui + Shi Guan + Tay Jia Hong + Marvin Loh Mao Wei!

Woon Shin + Zi Ying + Ming Loi + Ing Chen (Shirley) + Shiow Shin + Yian Lie

The band
Vanessa + Melanie + Terry + Martin + Brandon

Teo Wai King and Lim Jia Yi ;)

Maznan Junaidi and I :)

Meh.

It was hard picking where to sit.. Cos all I saw was cliques lol And Maerr didn't attend prom so I couldn't even sit with her, which I really wanted to. :( The whole night I felt SOMETHING missing and at last, I realized it was HER presence. KSDHSJDFHSD

Wan Qing + moi + Cindy

Cindy and I

MOST LIKED PHOTO IN THE WHOLE ALBUM :p

The photographer waited so long to get a picture or me.. He kept signalling but I didn't pay attention until at last lol It was funny.

I sat with them in the end..

Because sitting with the guys will be weird since they were all dateless (that's what she said)

A lot, a lot happened in between. I'd have to say I wasn't ready for anything at all. I think everyone felt that way. :S But it was an okay night still.

Genital Cats (That's what they call themselves?)

Yuki and Kuo Han + Regina and Fairie

Yes, people slowdanced. I'm surprised though. I didn't expect them to cos last year it was kinda awkward. But I'm seriously glad they did.

I honestly felt like the whole night was a disaster (Except for the food) because after slow dancing, no one danced at all. It was really, really hard to get people to dance.

And the music was mostly for rave...

Disaster. :(

Terry Wong and Maznan Junaidi

Aaron Chw and Chris Edward
My two fav combo!

Like I said.... The band is awesome. ;)

Kenny Lim and I

This picture has a story. Muizz Idrus was behind the camera. I was hiding from the camera because I got angry with that guy in the picture ^

Yet he still managed to smile and take picture with other people again. T-T..

Why was I mad? Reasons you don't have to know because you're just kepo, i know it. HAHAHAAH wth.

Now I leave you with... photo of the whole event (for me at least)

♥

Brunei's internet can suck popsicles

2011-12-15T07:53:00.000+08:00

8 days to Christmas baby!

Hello ladies & gentlemen! If there is any gentlemen reading anyway. ;)

I've been winking a lot lately, because it's super convenient at times and appropriate too. Plus it makes your conversation partner either speechless or rather curious as to why did I just used a wink. hehe. However, it's ridic how people think it means “dtf” (no, i will not tell you what this means. Its either you know it, or you don't) but it's not! Unless you used it the inappropriate way and you somehow showed signs that you're dtf..... I hope that's not the case, kids!

I'm truly sorry for the lack of updates... I was hoping I could wait till prom photos came but it won't. Not until Committee Dinner later this evening. Where I think we'll be meeting up with the photographer and other people to deal with prom stuff. Yes, there's still prom stuffs left undone lol. See the hard works and inconvenience we have to go through...

Picture! otherwise this would be just another boring post....

Can you see the newspaper edit? I've been experimenting with PhotoScape lately and I just found out about this.... features. How could I have missed it in the first place. It's so much nicer now with more things to do!

Compared to Adobe Photoshop...

No, I didn't use the Cartoonize "tool". It's one of those filters everyone usually uses. Blah. Photoscape has been a lot more easier to edit with. Unless we're talking about removing blemishes and whitening skin or things like that then clearly Photoshop is better! Not to mention p.shop has liquify.. hehe

Also learned how to do this on PhotoScape! :D Though on photoshop you didn't really need any tutorial to do this shiz cos it's pretty simple but I referred to a tutorial for PhotoScape. I didn't search for it, it just popped out for me!

How coincidental.

I've been doing it ever since... Not much tho. I'm confident it'll look so much better on a full length body picture! Also instead of nebula, you could always use florals and other pretty, catching pictures as well.

Like so...

Stupid floor tiles! So ugly. That's my sister's btw. I use it cos she has too many for her own good. ;)

Check out my hurrrr. It's like red but it's not red. It's brown! Sorta. Kinda. Anyway, I didn't dye. I just really like how my hair looks in this picture.

It's like the messier the better.

I noticed I haven't said something.. and that's..

Happy holiday guys!

I'm half a month late for that.

For this holiday I've been up till almost 3am everyday and been sleeping till 12pm everyday. Yuhp... I don't even watch tv much. All I do is stay up then sleep. That explains the eyebags..

Meh.

We went out just now!

To watch Alvin and the Chipmunks. Because our brother had to follow us... so why not just watch a cartoon. It was a-okay. 7ish/10. There was this hilarious part! “MY PRECIOUS, MY PRECIOUS” HAHAHAHA I laughed so badly at her cuteness!

It's good to getaway.

I cannot wait for later this evening! And the afternoon too. Cos i'll be seeing......... meow!

I'm a fat cat and I crave lasagna everyday

that was clearly a joke.......... or not

;)

radical catster

2011-12-06T12:59:00.001+08:00

Good afternoon!

I feel the urge to blog even though I have nothing to share much. Or maybe it's because I'm stuck home today, again. Just like every other Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, and Saturday. Now, this is because I have to "babysit" my little brother while my dad goes to work and my sister goes... wherever she goes. Unfair? Yes.

This is why I can only go out on Fridays. Sundays are dedicated to acts. As always. Anyway. Now playing on iTunes: Small bump by Ed Sheeran. Tabs currently open: Twitter, Tumblr and Blogger.

Cross off what you’ve done in 2011:
Gotten a new piercing.
~~Dyed my hair.~~
Ended a relationship.
~~Started a new relationship.~~
~~Been on a long car/bus journey.~~
~~Passed an exam.~~
~~Met someone who’s now an important part of my life.~~
~~Cried on someone’s shoulder~~
~~Had a massive fight with a boy/girl.~~
~~Received flowers.~~
Had a Valentine.
~~Written a letter using pen & paper.~~
Gone to see a therapist.
Been prescribed medication by a doctor.
~~Read a really good book.~~
Gone to the zoo.
~~Spent too much money on unnecessary things.~~
Traveled by train.
~~Cried over a member of the opposite sex.~~
Spent the day out in the sun getting a tan.
~~Slammed a door out of frustration.~~
Had an anxiety attack.
Babysat for a friend’s child.
~~Had a BBQ.~~
Gone to the fair
~~Gone bowling.~~
~~Seen a film at the cinema in 3D.~~
~~Gone on a date.~~
Been the only sober one on a night out.
Helped someone home after they had been drinking.
~~Stayed up all night.~~
~~Talked on the phone for over two hours.~~
~~Supported someone who’d received bad news.~~
~~Watched some kind of live sporting event.~~
~~Read an entire book in one day.~~
Bought a DVD the day it was released.
Eaten McDonald’s more than four times in a single week.
~~Cried as a result of exam stress.~~
~~Met some incredible new people.~~
Gone to great parties.
~~Fallen backwards off a chair.~~
Broken my glasses.
Worn a watch for the first time in years.
~~Cried over someone in the past.~~
~~Spent hours aimlessly browsing the internet.~~
~~Thrown up.~~
~~Cried over a film.~~
~~Gone out of my way to avoid an ex-boy/girlfriend.~~
~~Fought with someone in public.~~
Been in a relationship for a year or longer.
~~Cried in front of someone I adore.~~
~~Lost one of my closest friends. (at least, it feels that way…..)~~

Yuhp.. Funny how I saw this picture ones and I instantly thought of someone therefore I tagged it under "personal" and now I've gone back to see my tags, I can't remember who I thought of when I saw that picture anymore. Does this happen often people? Or anyone else for that matter?

Keep calm because there's only 19 days to Christmas! Honestly I don't think this year's Christmas will be miraculous in any sort of way.. But I'm still going to enjoy it because it's Christmas. Duh. I'm not expecting presents. Instead I'm expecting to give away presents :D I have a few people in my list already and I really hope I can get these things. :(

I'm also wanting to prepare a list for myself. To get this stuff done before 2011 ends. It's time for a new hair cut, don'tchu think?! I may be finally cutting my fringe. Getting bangs. Or maybe not. I might curl my hair. :o Dye it! But I don't know yet. :( It's hard to decide.. I wouldn't wanna end up regretting anything. Je ne regrette rien! meow meow meow

Things to get this holiday: beanie (like finally), wedges, pump, sneakers/toms, jeans (I'm seriously in need of a new one), more tee shirts (apparently I lost most of my tees..).. But I'm prolly not going to be able to get all these at once. It's going to be a long hunt. Gah.

Goal this holiday: Lose 3kg! Current weight: 48-49kg. Aim: 45kg-46kg. Well my aim isn't really the weight. More of losing body fats. I've stopped drinking gas for good. I'm slowing giving up junk foods.. But it's so hard because I love milk&oreo! I love peanut butter and bread. I love black bean buns that costs 70cents. I love love love spaghetti, pasta, pizza, lasagna. It's just so hard to watch what I eat sometimes but I have got to do it. And I WILL meow. Starting with jogging... uh, my lazy butt and me. :(

There's so much to do, but so little time left.

random rants

2011-12-05T23:30:00.001+08:00

But I guess you can't accept that change is good It's good It's gooo0o0ooo0o0od

IGNORANCE IS YOUR NEW BEST FRIEND

damn right, I'm blasting Paramore right now. Forever a fan ♥ I'm also a fan of Demi Lovato, Katy Perry, AJ Rafael, the Killers, Mayday Parade, Eminem, Kelly Clarkson, Lights, Taylor Swift, Ed Sheeran and the newest, John Mayer! So gay, naming the bands and singers I enjoy. (there's more i like ok, these are just.. the obivous)
Eh anyway...
Hey ho, readers.

I feel as if I'm too ugly to vain. That's why I rarely do. blah blah blah yadda yadda

I'm so eager to blog about prom!!!!! But the pictures aren't here yet. It's okay though, I have patience... For now. I can't wait to see them! I wonder what's taking them so long. :/

Besides that, there's a lot that have been going on that none of you know.. Basically cos I haven't told anyone about it nor mention anything at all regarding my current situation, at home. Meow. That's already too much information. I don't like sharing those kind of stuff. That's prolly why people think I have such a "good" life (hehe wan qing ah) but honestly, you don't know what happens behind closed doors. Trust me. That's why none of y'all should ever compare anyone to anyone else. Seriously. Stop it.

I'm finally back HOME! By home I mean Acts29. They haven't had Youth Service in a few weeks now that's why I haven't been to church every Sunday till last weeks. It feels indescribable to be back! I have miss this so. T-T

Despite the lack of blogging and sharing my thought in paragraphs, I have been sharing them in sentences instead on Twitter!
I wonder if that works..

*le random pause*

Uh, I stopped typing there because Ed suddenly chatted with me and linked me to a picture now I'm looking through SGS's Prom Night photos. KAHSDKJSHDKJSD

I never knew they were cute guys in SGS.. -) Kidding. I ain't that perverted. -_- Eddie told me about their prom. And they had Badass of the Year award. Man. That is so badass.. Haha!

OK, enough. Jelly our pictures aren't here yet.

x

meanwhile in brunei

2011-12-03T09:36:00.001+08:00

Howdy folks!

I didn't want to blog to be honest but I felt the urge to update this thing. I was gonna blog about Prom first but the photographers are still compiling the photos and doing last minute touch up, so i'll only blog about it after one or two weeks after all the pictures are uploaded. This leaves Graduation post! Which I do not want to do as well since Prom came first.. So everything just has to wait.

Meanwhile in my life.....

I haven't had a decent photo in MONTHS, I tell you. I've been feeling so ugly these past couple of days but you don't wanna hear about that do you. Maybe it's just my hair.. I'm so bored of it already. But I don't know what to do with it.

Other good things, my face is still flawlessly hairless! hew hew so nice to touch...

As you can obviously see, I've changed my blog skin a couple of times before settling down with THIS one (your currently looking/using). It's so hard to even satisfy myself. I personally love nebula backgrounds but I don't want it to be dark cos my eyes are so painful from looking at dark things. Reason why my tumblr dash is so brightly colored.

I wanted to put up a different banner too, but I couldn't decide...

... between which font to use! What in the world... At last, I just left it there. Also added the phrase “C'est la vie” because it's so appropriate lol in my perspective anyway.

No more transparent background! Easier to read. Also much, much clearer. Apologies because my photos are always sized as X-Large. Niggas I like it that way

I've added a few things on my side bar like a referrer and most viewed posts. I was actually browsing and looking through blogger that one whole day to look for improvements and these are what I came up with, for now. Yes, there will be loads more in the future lol Don't be surprise if you see my side bar longer than my actual posts!

I WANTED TO BLOG ABOUT THIS. During final or 1st trial examination, I was more than 30 minutes late because I overslept and the alarm didn't seem to work on THAT specific day wtf. I blame the nargles...

Seriously.

This was only a rough letter.. Note my English. It has gotten so horrible ever since Mid Year examination. It'd be a miracle if I get an A for English. Hehehe. Even my hard writing sucks. But idgaf about that.

If you're a close friend of mine, you'd know I'm nocturnal. That means I sleep during the day and am wide awake at night. I've been like this since before, during and even after O's wtf. And today is actually the first time I woke up so early! (cos I slept at 11pm+ last night)

These two pictures shows that Joel Ong (who is currently in Ireland with cute, cute Irish people) tried to troll me several times in different night. There was this one time he thought I was trolling him because he's been trolling me so much.

Apparently it's the trend now for the guys to be a late night troller, or in Joel's case, an afternoon troller?

Don't they know they can never troll a tumblr user lol

ANYHOO

Chris and I says HI!

This. This is mah chicka raitt here. My crazy si loco partner in... stuff. Fun to be around, EASY to tell EVERYTHING to and has the most unbiased opinions and suggestions EVER. That's why he's so cute and lovable hew hew hew. I will definitely miss him in this December :(

YOU BETTER BLOG A LOT YOU PINOY OR I WILL HUNT YOU DOWN IN DA PHILS

We went out yesterday.

To watch Breaking Dawn. I've been wanting to watch!

Mus :3

We went to play pool first and then Minanma (I want him to sound Japanese) came (Read: Came... I kid). Then we went to watch.. PS: I lost in pool la.. I lost my skillz :(

The last thing I said before entering the cinema (being a HP fan) “I can't believe I'm going to watch twilight” TRUE STORY

There were SO many awkward scenes... Didn't know how to react. Mus and Chris were fooling around. And Chris had someone else in company too that he wasn't aware of, which makes everything even more funny but humiliating for him. lol

After cod. We went to eat! Buttermilk for all of us HAHHAAH

It was awesome to be out of the home for a few hours.. I feel so trapped at home. :( HAIS

but I'm grateful still that I even had the chance to go out.

nyan nyan nyan

x

“It's so painful to be beautiful”

2011-11-24T00:33:00.001+08:00

Hi.

Today... Well technically not today cos it's past 12AM already, therefore... Yesterday. I went for a facial wax for the first time. At Seri Qlap Thai shop thingy. IDK, my sister always goes there to get rid of her mustache, so yeah.

I went alone for my first time. -_- Only because I didn't have anyone to go with me.. Talk about independence. And because my sister is being a huge sore to everyone. Anyway.. It was frightening tbh! Walking in and saying you want a facial wax. *lol*

The lady then told me to follow this other lady. I thought they were filipinas! But they weren't. So it was really hard to talk to her? I didn't know what language she speaks hahaha awkward. After lying down, she started talking and we picked up a short convo. She asked if it was my first time and I said yea. I continued by asking whether it'd be painful or not and she instantly replied “For the first time, yea but second it gets better.” I really didn't think I would go for a second....

The process was torturing! The hot wax burning and hardening on your face and how anxiety builds up when she places the paper towel tissue thingy on your hand and rubs several time... NOT KNOWING WHEN SHE'LL PULL. And finally KSHSJKDFHKJDFH omg the pain for a slight second!

Rate of my pain tolerance: 4/10

I'm hairless now but she scarred my face. sjfhkjsadfh If you can see the side of my face, there's this huge scar like mark that seemed to be "waxed" off with the hair. It hurt like kfhsjka..

Not only do I have to worry about the crazy pimples but also the scar now! The worst pimples I've ever gotten this year! EVER. Cannot believe this only happens now with prom days away.

After the whole waxing thing, she laser-ed my face to "close my pores and kill bacteria".. It was really ticklish. I had tingling feelings going down my spine every time she does it. And it hurt 2349023 times more when she went over the scar!

So so... my whole face was still in pain after so long so I did this to ease the pain...

Powder. Yuhp. My cheeks were RED when I was paying at the cashier. Like, super red.. It was crazy

THE THINGS I DO FOR A FLAWLESS HAIRLESS FACE

OKAY. This will be my last post till next week! :D I'll be going to Empire by this afternoon ^___^ and I'm staying till Saturday! :D Yes, 2 nights. I kiasu like that. Max fun and enjoyment after a stressful year!

I'll see everyone on Prom and Graduation night!

Till next post! ♥

x

p/s: My face is as smooth as a baby's butt now!

why do we even have to name each post?

2011-11-20T16:51:00.001+08:00

As you can see, I can hardly be satisfied with this stupid template and design. I can't find the perfect BG and shiz and it's getting so annoying. So this is the best I can come up with, today, for now.

Now doing: Multitasking. I'm so relieved I'll be getting that blue thing on Grad night... I don't know if I should tell my dad to come or not. There's a part of me that wants him there and another part that doesn't. sdhfkajsdfh

Anyway the other night Chris and I happened to stay up cos we both drank coffee..

This was what happened. That's steve right there who didn't wanna rage with us... Cos he's too Asian to go red. This chris even made a video of this convo. -____-

There's just nothing to do after O level's. I'm dying and rotting so badly at home yet I don't wanna go out at all cos I hate having to dress nicely.... I feel like the laziest arse ever.

Yuhp. I brought my dress to the dry cleaners. So expensive lor for one dress nia. $8 ah, siao.

Last Sunday was food carnival and this cupcake was made by Charlotte. It tasted AS GOOD AS IT LOOKED. No lie. The best cupcake I've ever had, so far. Hehe

There was other delicious foods too. And coincidentally, Michelle, Brian and Valerie all made something that has to do with Potato. Potato lovers we are! The shepherd's pie sold like crazy. $2 per slice! But it was yummy.

I've been annoying people telling them how much I want to die. Cos I'm bored. Everything's boring. And there's never anything to do. I already feel like I'm dead anyway. Also haven't been eating much but who gives a second thought hehehe

I'm out.

here's one long post for you

2011-11-18T22:25:00.001+08:00

SHOUT WITH ME

HALLELUJAH!

O level is FINALLY over! Thank goodness. After more than a month, it's finally over... T___T It's so saddening that was my very last exam... (Besides law examination when I sign up for license)

Now all we have to do is stress about the results. BUT ANOTHER GREAT NEWS is that I passed my average. YESSSS. I'm happy because I failed terribly last year and I got determined to pass this year, and so I did. :D Success. It's not that easy to pass your average when your math and POA is hopeless.

I'm sure I got mostly 60+ for most of the subjects.. Praying that I get the same for Basic Chinese, haha. So happy to know I'll be getting a certificate this year on graduation day. T___T...

I've been playing around with photoshop lately thanks to all my leisure time! And it seems like I've still got the skillz. I have cousins too, who can help me improve in photoshopping dramatically. All is good! Can't wait to be able to create an image by Photoshop.

BESIDES THAT, I recently fell in love with Ed Sheeran! T_____T The first song I heard from him was The A Team and I loved it the moment I first heard it. No, I didn't hear it on MTV or shiz. I first heard it from Tumblr. You know Tumblr, awesome place with awesome people with awesome music taste hehehe. Then a few days back, I finally listened to Lego House by Ed Sheeran and of course, I FELL IN LOVE INSTANTLY. I think I love him better now. :P hehehe Hot red headddddd, ahhh *dies*

I'm now listening to two of his other songs. THE DUDE BEAT BOXES. HFKJSHDAJHSJDHSJK hhhnnngggggggg ttm. HE EVEN RAPS Oh my lord.

Orgasm to the ears.

Okay, next up for us form5ers and Y10Exp is prom! :D and then graduation night. Which means EVERYONE will be so busy these two weeks. I have dancing almost every school day. And for a few days now It's been a huge pain in my thigh. The pain stopped yesterday night after swimming.. SWIM, it helps.

So dancing + running is helping me lose these flabby fats. I'm planning to start a regular visit to tasek every morning/evening too, but I don't know when I should even start that? I'm still searching for a jogging partner! :(

I got so bored during dancing practice yesterday cos every one went home early and Azim was alone, so I stayed with him. The kids came early. So i just vained.. and vained. While Azim sang and sang.

I am definitely going to miss high school. The whole thing of it. In general. It's been an amazing "journey" and growth and whatnot.

So this isn't as long as I expected it to be HAAHAH

I'm already running out of things to say. Hmmm well things at home has been rather gloomy and not to mention stressful. It's unnecessary drama, tbh... Why is everyone so dramatic? People watch WAY too much movies if you ask me. Like how I read too much about love, hehehe hypocrite..

Sorry about the pictures. They're all me only. I'm not comfortable taking pictures with other people anymore.. Unless they ask me to. So yeah.

Give me 3 years. I'll be this.

viva la friendships!

2011-11-13T11:55:00.001+08:00

Hi

I'm raging and at the same time happy because my dad's FINALLY leaving for 4 days which means less bossing around and I'm in rage because of this guy... -___- But blah, i'm not gonna blog about that.

These are animals. Insects that are attracted to a particular someone and the goat is Maerr's cousin's goat. So adorable. At first I thought it was a picture from Tumblr when she sent it to me via Whatsapp then she told me it was her cousin's. Mad adorable!

The following pictures are from yesterday night, which was my little nieces birthday party!

6
melissa! ♥

9
gay poses fsjdhfak never tilting my head to the side again

The food was heavennnn. I ate so much. Well compared to Kenny, I ate like nothing but yeah, it was so good. Cousin even said her friends all called her back later just to ask where she catered. It was that good.

Other than the food, everything else was boring for us. Being teenagers lol. Cannot wait to drive :(

-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

It's a special day for this girl right here today. It's the day she turns another year old!

Happy 17th birthday you crazy, psychopathic maniac! :P

I'm not gonna say a long ass things like last year anymore.. It's getting old. I think she already knows how I feel about her and how grateful and unfortunate for me to have her as my best friend hehehehe

I love this girl nonetheless and if you mess with her, you mess with me too. Even though I'm not much of a threat.. :o

I actually planned something to do on this day for her but like you know, plans change and situations aren't stable. :( I'm already praying for next year.. hehe *fingers crossing*

I'll always be here for you biatch :D

one last paper

2011-11-12T02:10:00.001+08:00

I got asked to blog for the first time today, by non other than Maerr just because she's been bored at home and there's nothing to read. So I doing this in hopes that she will have something to read. Everyday. lol If that even works out

As many, many of you know O level is ALMOST OVER. Hallelujah. There's only one paper left which is combined science MCQ (bloody hell right, who puts such unimportant subjects last... I reckon the nargels are behind this.)

I've been stressing out about Geo lately.. The paper was really hard for me. Like rock/brick wall hard :( That was a joke, laugh. But it was indeed difficult to say the least. I lost hope for an A the moment I opened the papers. kdhfkjajdsfh

On the previous paper before Geo. Arithmetics was surprisingly easy. I sense an A! hehehe overconfidence can kill it though. Therefore I take that back.

Other than school and friends. Life at home has been horrible..

I don't know where to begin. It's a never ending tale of family problems that never gets resolved because 1) The problem runs away and 2) The problem blames other people for its problems.

The heck is that about? I've been sooo stressed and pressured lately I can't stand it. One time I locked myself in the room and just cried because it was too much. And if you really knew me, you'd know that I don't cry much and when I do, it would usually be because of something severely serious.

This totally explains all that parenting tweet I've been tweeting lately. And surprisingly getting a lot of retweets from them lol.. I guess I'm not the only one who feels this way.. That's good to know. Something to smile about :)

I apologize for not having new interesting pictures for every entry. I've been rather dead lately due to the examination and problems and troubles.. It hard to even catch a nap, or to want to nap.

Distractions are dangerous heheehe in a way that is.

Hopefully this dull blog will be filled with colors soon, and pictures to share. But do keep tuning in! :)

papapara-more

2011-11-07T03:55:00.000+08:00

I apologized for the lack of updates. My life has seemingly been... up to nothing to be honest. All I basically do is chores, study, and just being plain jobless. It has been a pain to not being able to be productive... Let alone having to actually blog about "doing nothing".

Anyway,

to keep the humor alive, here's a picture of two buffaloes buttocks. They are freakin' adorable needless to say. To me, only, perhaps. I just don't know why... Cows. They're okay, but buffaloes. Yea, they are the bomb.

Few weeks past and the only people I've been hanging with are my cousins. Lovable, lovable cousins. :)

This is us, before Paranormal Activity 3. It was a around 11pm movie. Totally last minute. We only decided while they were munching on McD's fatty foods. I've been really eager to watch PA3 hoping it wouldn't be as shitty as PA2.

But guess what? It turned out as shitty as that. -__- But the whole PA1, PA2 and now PA3 made total sense of the characters in the movie. I can assure you it's not real. (Is it?) Anyway. DO NOT WATCH PARANORMAL ACTIVITY... Unless it's free. ;)

The other day,

.... Yuhp. We had dinner at Excapade. The whole relatives! Excluding Mel. :( It was nice though.

We are all huge, huge fans of the mini california special. We ordered 7 plates of them! (+ one more later that evening)

The twins! :D Cannot imagine life without cousins. :( Thank God for them ♥

Oh, we also watched Shark Night after dinner. Once again, do not watch it because it's sooooo typical and boring.. Unless it's free, again hehehe

So O level is ALMOST over! Good heavens, that soon? 3 more papers left and I'm dying to taste freedom! It feels like it's already at the tip of my tongue and I can just.... No, i cannot. There's still Geography and whether I study now or not will determine my A's.... Therefore I must keep focus and study... Which I have been procrastinating on since Thursday..

horribly. awfully. glumly. I have officially lost motivation after Commerce's paper.. It was hard. Really. I PRAY for at least a B. That's all I can see now. :( I really have to rely on paper 2 now.. Which is on the next upcoming Thursday.

I've been asked lately... About what's my next move. My next step. Well I don't know. I look forward to working. In an office.. lol but i gotta be 18 to do that. And it would be such a waste if I don't further my studies, if I can. Wait, by God's will, I know i can. ;)

Amen! hehe.

famfam

2011-10-29T15:02:00.002+08:00

*cracks back*

ouuyeah. I was meant to post a longer post previously but my dad came home and....... crap happened.

I'm literally dying from the heat already and I really wanna go out for a walk and someone isn't replying their texts and it's only 2:30pm kshkjsdhfakjs

I haven't been out for so long since before O's. I'm anti social. I have no social life. The only time I ever go out is whenever my fam goes. I feel so isolated, trapped. ajkshfsd

I haven't even really been to church too. I missed one Sunday and it feel like centuries! I never want to miss church, service. And it's fashion week this week. Excitement :D I'm going to dress up. hehe hopefully.

My brother turned 5 years old on October 19th. It has been 5 years! SO FAST. Felt like just yesterday he was a cute little baby. Now he's a monster. Tiao ke, kns monster. -___-

Oh and I forgot when but this random day my dad brought Kenny, my siblings and I to Shahbandar to jog and then we sneakily brought Kenny to the beach.

Believe it or not he has NEVER been to the beach. Never actually step foot in the sea by himself. And you thought you had it rough when you were a child? THINK AGAIN. Chinese asian parents believe every superstitions.

meow meow cat

so............

We got our Journalism T-shirt already. Finally.... After waiting for so long. It.. looks exactly like Kindergarten's teacher's uniform.. :O I have learnt that designs sent to a shop will never be printed out the same as you expected.

.... In the most horrifying way possible. I guess they didn't have that specific font too. ._.

This one time we went to my twin cousin's place and we were talking and all right. I decided to browse through their laptop and went through old pictures. OMG the pictures we found were soooo old and different looking!

Even found old dancing practice videos for my older cousin's wedding! and not to mention never before uploaded pictures. I saved all the pictures of course, but I'd not allowed to share them hehehe else my cousin will kill me.

Back row- Melissa, Yvonne, Angelina

Front row- Neko, Me, Lilii

I like this picture! And I really want the original dance video but no one seems to have it :(

I leave you w/ this horrible looking picture of my sister from about year 2008

.... When she first had her piercing. ;)